So it goes, indeed

And after the 423rd time, the results are the same.

Definition of insanity: Repeating the same action several times and expecting a different result.

Why do people do this? Why do they do the same things over and over and over again, hoping, longing, expecting something new.

Nothing new will come.

I think maybe, we all know this, but we'll try that 424th time just to be sure. To be sure that we won't miss our golden opportunity. To be sure we at least have a shot.

We hope that things will be different afterwards. We hope that maybe this next time, we'll be surprised by what we find.

Humanity is insane. I am insane.

Plans

Nothing goes by them. You can make them all you want, and dream them up, but it will never happen like it was supposed to.

Sometimes it's better to do without them. Just fly by the seat of your pants as the expression goes. Wing it. Go with the flow. No matter how you say it, sometimes just letting go of order and the rythm of life is the best way to do things.

If you really want to have a plan, make it easy to amend. There are no rules, they're really more like guidelines.

Parlay. :p

FUCK YES!

My Brother and his wife are in town! It freaking rocks!!!

I didn't really realize how much I missed the source of so much childhood torture, until he was pulling into our driveway! :p

Anyways, FUCKING AWESOME!!!! That's all you need to know.

Check This Out

So, my friend Sean decided to write a story based on real life. Anyway, I really like it, even though it's only two 'chapters' long. But he wan't people to read it, so I thought I'd share with you.

I really like it so far, maybe because i'm a promenant character, but whatever, just read it!

http://goldenjahre.blogspot.com/

Start with "1" and then read "2", it's fairly basic :p

No Title

I wish I had nothing to complain about, but I do.

Luckily for you, I won't be listing anything specific here. I'm Just going to leave it at this:

Shit happens. Life goes on. And no one cares.

Anyway, I hope everyone else is having a better spring break than I am.
Enjoy your time off kids. (yeah, I just called everyone kids, including you Ms. Abel)

Adventure

I find the lack of good adventure quotes disturbing. (Yes, I will bend Star Wars quotes to my will)

So, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About anything and everything, as I always do. I’ve come to a conclusion, one that I’ve lived by for sometime without naming it. Adventure is what makes life worth living. Now, define adventure. Well, it can be anything really, from reading a book to climbing a mountain. It doesn’t even have to be something new to you. If you liked it the first time, why not try the same adventure twice? All that matters is that it gets you excited. Adventure fuels the fires of passion.

The reason I bring this up is, for one, to share a philosophy, and two, I’ve been ignoring this philosophy lately. I’ve let my life slip into an inane, melancholy, monotony. It’s been lame as hell and I’m tired of it.

I have had adventures this week sure. Helping the drama kids out with the scaffolding was definitely an adventure. Getting lost with Kara while we were supposed to go to Scott’s Reservoir was hilarious. I loved those moments, but I’ve had things in my way that have prevented me from fully appreciating life like I used to.

Anyway, all that is over. I’m ready for life again. I am tired of feeling awful, I choose to be happy. I choose to live.

YAY!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day everyone!!!!!

Now! Who want's to go get wasted on green beer!?! :p