The Beginning of the Middle of the Beginning, Nowhere Near the End.

So, I guess it's update time again, or rather blogging for the sake of blogging.

I got my Driver's License today. I'm was and still am pretty damn psyched about it(sorry Kim). As my dad said to my fit of laughter, "Getting your driver's license is on the same level to a guy as buying your first car, getting married, and, of course, your first lay." So, yeah, that happened this morning and pretty much made my day. I hope that the rest of the week is just as good.

AcaDec.... I love it; I love fooling around and just laughing for 2 hours straight, but I do agree that there should definitely be more studying done.

I drove by myself today, which was an awesome feeling of freedom.

I love helping people. LOVE it. Like last week, helping someone realize just how special they are, giving them an apparently needed self-esteem boost; it was a really incredible feeling. So, addiction to helping? ok, but the the opposite is true, i hate being helpless, not able to help myself or another; that is a really lame feeling.

Did I mention I got my license?

It took an hour and a half to sync my iPod, and it was only 1100 songs!!!! =[

So.... yeah... License anyone?

I think I'm going to write down my good/funny/insightful thoughts and post them cause I always forget them and I usually really like them.

"Experts on suicide"

I lie to myself.... or maybe it's i lie to other's about myself...? no it's both. I had a realization(while on the road hehe =]) that I'm more self-conscience than i would like to be, but it didn't used to be that way, it's grown since I've moved up here. I can't think of why, other than maybe I wanted to impress everyone up here, to achieve the same amount of respect and...likeablility..? that i had in SD. Oh well, just one more thing to work on.

"Virtue is bold, and goodness never fearful." -Shakespeare

I just heard that randomly on the TV and i really like it.

Also, still very unsure about myself. I don't know what to do. I want time to think about it, but I have a lot less time than I used to.

So continues life.

"If you are lost, and I am lost, why don't we find each other." -me last week

Romanticism can lead to some interesting imagery.

Envy knows no bounds. You can be jealous of me for one tiny thing, but i fear i will never procure what you have attained( don't ask why i chose the fancier vocab).

Perspective, it's all about perspective....also timing, but i guess timing merely alters perspective so yeah....perspective.

I think that's it, more will happen to make me think new things and i'll try to write them down and select the best to post; should be interesting.