Forbidden Fruit

Why did Adam and Eve eat the apple?

They had everything they could ever want.

and God gave them one rule to follow.

don't eat the apple.

don't think about eating the apple.

don't dream about eating the apple.

don't even dream about thinking about eating the apple.

One simple rule to follow and humans couldn't do it.

I don't believe in god, or any religion at all.

I can see the value in Bible stories though.

and based on my experiences, nothing entices us more than what we can't have.

Most people will never become even slightly famous, but almost everyone would like to be famous.

People have celebrity crushes that will obviously not come true.

We want what we can't have.

And for every person it's different.

Everyone has their forbidden fruit.

"Do you get put on a pedestal a lot?"

Yeah i know i keep complaining about this, but goddamn, just because i put forth

some amount of effort in a class, i get the "genius" label.

I hate that so much.

Last semester it was English with Nikolaus, now it's History.

What's worse is the fact that Kaiyla is in that class too.

She is way smarter than me and she gets like no credit.

I don't care what anyone says, the "spotlight" sucks.

30 hours with only 3 hours sleep sucks, but i guess it's my own fault.

Couldn't sleep at all last night.

Too much on my mind.

Too much that i learned, and even more to come.

Didn't eat today.

Threw up this morning, and almost did it again in first hour.

I guess Dylan decided to be "cute" and drew i neat little caricature of me right on my windshield.

I was irrationally mad, but i was tired and annoyed.

Sped all the way home cause i was frustrated.

Got lucky, a cop saw me, but i went by too fast for him to react, i guess he just let it go...

Anyway, kind of a sucky day...

that's all i guess....bye...?